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Monday, March 24, 2008

1:47 AM

dang! having all those shitty feelings now
anyways, i just feel like blogging abt something
i think i haven't get my feelings clear to you
when you said you will stop sending me home cos you think i don't like it
then you asked me whether ist that i don't want you to send me home then go back home again
that's half of what i really feel
i wanted to tell you the other half but i just think that sometimes i should quit explaining cos it's tiring.
so i'll just let ppl think what i really feel without wasting my breath
if you think that i don't like you sending me home,
you're kinda wrong
i quite enjoy your company on the way home
but it's meaningless to take a 5mins bus with me and then a bus back home,
instead of walking home or something
and i always needa rush home when you send me home so we don't talk much to each other
yeah?
i don't know if i'm sensitive or what but i sorta think that you're like sending me home just for the sake of it and not because you want to.
maybe girls are expecting too much from guys because things don't turn out how we want them to be.
like you guys don't really know what girls want.
i'm sorta on the extreme cos either i don't say anything or i will be straightforward and not hint so much.

Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Monday, March 17, 2008

1:15 AM

Ello!
am feeling a bit guilty now cos he thought i was going to jy's hse but in the end i was just jk
had to make him go alone to jy's hse
not bad arh jy
he brought c to the playground,
called me to ask me look at the playground
and there!
jy and c were at the slide
from the playground they can get a clear view of my study room
then jy was like shouting at the top of his voice "C will be very sad leh!"
like WHAT THE BANG?!
and mummy was like in the living room where she can hear clearly
but thank god that she doesn't know who's c
if she asks, i'll just say it's a LEMON(:
i'm suppose to be homeworking now but i just wanna slack a bit

GOODie to be back in school
at least i can see all the girls and get all high with them
please girls, just drag me out of da hse to go shopping
I'M ROTTING!

everytime i see joey it's like an awkward situation and
empty conversations
god knows why but we're drifting apart
friendship is just like glass yeah?
it's fragile but once you break it, it's hard to mend
SHITTY SHITTY BANG BANG
hope we can be besties again, just like sec 1 and 2

CHIT'S HSE IS AS COOL AS A PARACHUTER
can i swop mine with yours?
if i stay there, i will rush home everyday
we went there yesterday for movie and games
oh no, epic movie
uncensored stuff shitty shitty bang bang

shout out for today: I WANNA GO SHOPPING!
status: STARVING
craving: SAMBAL STINGRAY
should i parachute to east coast to get my stingray?

lots of love,
agent j

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Saturday, March 08, 2008

11:48 PM

HELLO! I BOMB YOU!
i'm kinda laggy cos i'm blogging abt sec 3 camp.
one word for how i was during camp: HIGH
i was super duper high during camp,
bombing and parachuting almost every moment
out of so many ppl,
smellie got most of my bombs
another word for the camp: SLACK
it's really slack maybe cos of the rain
i love bombing GLADIATOR!
SILENCE! I BOMB YOU!
wakaka, random(:
i think those camp photos can summarise what i wanna say
so..... just look at the photos?
DAMN! i can't upload those photos cos of some error

Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Sunday, March 02, 2008

12:33 AM

























i veh long neh blog alr
yesterday was like high?
before we started bbq-ing,
tricia and i did lots of stuff
firstly, we went to ride the pink bikes and it was like "pimp a ride"
haha. then we almost got lost cos we just talked and talked when we were cycling,
not knowing where were heading to
we then headed back to pit 29
after that, we followed sha and joseph cos we don't wanna be like lost sheeps again
we cycled to the playground and that was where the funny thing happened
we tried lotsa stuff at the playground and we wanna play the spinning disc
we got on it and at first it was damn slow
then it got faster faster and faster
i couldn't take it and i jumped off with the kiddos and there,
tricia was still spinning
she was screaming and screaming and she asked me to stop it
but i couldn't
know why?
there was like infinitive kiddos spinning the thing,
refusing to let her come down and it was hilarious actually(:
then we cycled the pink bikes back to the pit
and went back to the playground AGAIN for basketball

ah! basketball.
aloy was like a monkey when he was playing basketball
i think it's because of his posture
but his aiming is kinda good
he and nick solo everything siol
and i didn't manage to score anything cos the guys were like treating us as GUYS

we went back for bbq and helped out
mrs chan and miss tan stood us up
they said they are going and yet they didn't turn up
theodore gave us a shock
HE TOLD US MR SHANE KWOK'S GOING!
and everybody was like "HUH?!"

we had games after the bbq
credits to sharon and those who planned the games!(:
this was another farnaey part
somehow we stood at the bbq spot as the girls' group
and bbq-ed our marshmallows
smellie, trishy, shu and i did the mriankwok's very-farnaey-eh at the guys and the girls
and someone started saying b, then c then d and etc
that's how we started the abc game
the objective is to go on as far as we can but not more than 1 person can say the same alphe,
if not we have to start from a
then smellie and shu did a modification to the game
the new version is that if even no of ppl say the same alphe,
we can't carry on and have to start from a again
if it's odd no, we can carry on

after that trish's parents fetched me,smellie and shu home although it was alr veh late
and they had to go to another carpark cos we missed carpark c by alot
they were very patient when they waited for us
THANKS UNCLE AND AUNTIE!(:
and THANKS JOSEPH-THE-VERY-PROTECTIVE-AND-BRAVE-MAN!(:
look, i'm calling him a man now cos he's an official one
he wanted to accompany us to carpark c when it was like so far
then he explained to trish's parents and also the NEA officers at the park
Thanks loads again Joseph-the-man(:

~WHEEEEEE!!!













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Monday, January 28, 2008

3:12 AM

hello!
who's interested to attend a concert?
Chung Cheng High will be having their concert - VARIANTS IV
@ Singapore Conference Hall on 8th june 7.20pm
tickets are priced at $12 each and it's FREE SEATING
if you're interested, and very very sure that you'll be going,
then tell me asap

p.s i feel like going but i want at least one person to go with me if not like damn lonely to go alone

Oh, i forgot
SHWO - St.Hilda's Wind Orchestra will be having our bi-annual Impressions concert,
now IMPRESSIONS 9 at SCH too, but it's on 4th april, at 7.30pm
Prices of tickets: yet to be confirmed
i guess it's also free seating

i'll update on the concert details when i get them
if i feel like it, i might show examples of songs we're playing

TOODLES!=D

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Friday, January 25, 2008

4:30 AM

hello
this post is addressed to the one who tagged here the first time
yeah you-know-who
okay, this is how i feel
many things just make me can't trust ppl
this includes you, my good friends and stuff
ppl normally say this and yet do another thing
let's say we're going back to the past,
now i don't care whether ppl know or not
no matter what, they'll just find out
i hope that we will be secretive no more
let whatever we wanna do, we won't be afraid of what ppl will say of us
you get what i mean?
i really wanna see how sincere you are
and why you wanna have another chance
i once heard that you blamed dyl** for me wanting to break with you
i don't know if it's true
kinda wanna know the truth

we can just walk together in sch or anything and i don't care what others say
because i don't wanna be so secretive like last time
i really hope that you get what i mean

Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Wednesday, December 12, 2007

11:09 PM

hey
recently i'm very obssessed with 2 songs
it's "La Campanella" composed by Franz Liszt
and Valse opus 70 No 2 by Chopin
i can't play La Campanella but i can play the valse
i have a new dream now
which is to be able to play the La Campanella
it seems kinda impossible for me
but i'll try hard
but i haven't got the book
and i know it's gonna cost a bomb
so i'll save up first
facta non verba = i say and i'll do it

there won't be voilin lesson today
as i had planned,
i'm suppose to go swensens with my class tmr
but thanks to my violin teacher,
i have to sacrifice fun for my internal exam tmr
seriously, i'm so NOT prepared
me and jiaying haven't got our discs yet
and we're gonna play our pieces with cd
that's so crazy
i can't really manage my running passage for spring,
the double stoppings for liebesfreud and rhapsody by bartok
the chance of me passing the exam is equals to me getting getting all As for my studies
the tips of my fingers are getting harder and harder with each practice

i haven't been practising my flute, and i'm serious
i'd better not let jasmin know or she'll kill me
and on 26 and 28 we'll have band practices so i think i'll go practise flute now

Wheeeeeee!
~jiaqi

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