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ALL I WANTED WAS FOR YOU TO CARE
BUT YOU DONT SEEM TO BE BOTHERED
THE DEAD ME
SHSS
2Eee'07
2.9.93
SHWO
SHOOO-OUT YOU GO
TALK YOUR TALKS
THOSE MEMORIES
Saturday, July 28, 2007
11:21 PM
i just read yh's recent post on her blog
yh: you need not feel bad
you're a great friend
avryl: you're really nice to confide in
you never fail to cheer me up
carissa and maggie: sorry that i never reply your msg on that day cos my sms burst
t: looking forward to that something you're gonna give me tmr
thanks yh, avryl, carissa, tricia and maggie!
Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;
Friday, July 27, 2007
12:08 AM
i wanna blog again becos i wanna thank someone.
it all happened yesterday.
cos nowadays, im feeling damn lousy,
but in school i have to act normally.
i cried after she noticed that im gonna cry.
she comforted me and went with me to the toilet and to fitness corner.
i refused to tell her why i cried, but yeah,
im gonna say it here.
this period of time my parents are quite tight in financial.
so its partly about money.
cos of this, i cant get a new violin now cos it cost 5k,
when all friends alr ordered.
i need it for next year's exam and if i dont buy now,
it'll be too late.
i hate going home cos of how my mother always makes me stress and depress.
im like picked for every single mistake,
even if im not the one who did it.
and what really makes me wanna cry is the way my 'friends' pangseh me.
imagine if all the councillors in your class report for duty without even asking you to go,
you're left alone there.
all by yourself.
but everytime before chapel,
me and benedict always tio pangseh,
then i dont wanna ps ben like how they ps me then i just accompanied him to chapel.
its like that.
ppl can ps you,
but if you ps them just for once, they say you ps them and make it sound as if you've been ps-ing them for many times.
sorry to have made you sit under the rain with me yesterday,
but im really touched.
and she's AVRYL.
then after chapel she went to jy's hse with my group to do project.
but when we had lunch,
i started laughing after hours of emo-ing.
she's the one who made me laughed.
i wanna say again,
thanks avryl! i love you!
Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;
