;die,dying,died.dead.;
ALL I WANTED WAS FOR YOU TO CARE
BUT YOU DONT SEEM TO BE BOTHERED
THE DEAD ME
SHSS
2Eee'07
2.9.93
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Tuesday, August 07, 2007
6:39 AM
hello
i think im getting emotional now
and confuse too
ever since the day i regretted doing that,
i've been thinking about him
so i sort of brought it upon myself
but never mind
its the past
then im like so happy that he told me what i thought was never possible
he needs to change,
and i need to change too
but i think that even if we are to start again,
things aren't going to be like the past
he's sort of the perfect guy,
but he changed and we had a war
now its the post-war
i needa change too, like him
all i want is to recieve an sms from him at least everyday, but yeah,
thats not possible
right now im still thinking about him
me and him drifted apart cos there's no trust
the thing is i just can't trust him,
but i forgot what makes me think that way
then after like a few months, i healed
im super confuse, don't wanna hurt my own feelings again
i just can't forget about him, and the past
but just have to let time do the decision
enough about that
tmr's national day celebration, and guess what?
there's band tmr.
*SHUCKS*
im getting sian of band,
but still, i love band. that won't change
tmr i have 3 hrs of stoning time,
but maybe going out for lunch and slack my time away
but i feel like studying
im trying to be a guai kia now
i study everyday can, but still nothing gets into my brain
cos like 85% of what i read, i just glance over,
made no effort in memorising or think about what it really means
thats just me
studying = stoning/not studying
oh yeah, and miss goh,
GET WELL SOON
what happened seriously made me don't feel like thinking about it
*crack* thats what happened to her bone
eeeeeewwwww(llllllllllll)
don't know what to post alr,
bye
Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;
