Tuesday, September 11, 2007
6:13 AM
hey
today i'm really emo,
but still a little bit emo
i really wish for good results for both music and studies to fall from the sky,
cos if i'm lazy to study and practise my instruments,
i will hack care
today i just took the music 'o' level form from miss lam
after making much consideration,
i've decided to take violin as the instrument and piano as my second instrument
but i feel very worried for the upcoming courses if i'm gonna get into the audition and really take the music 'o' level
my theory aint good,
it's really lousy and miss lam said that there will be theory
hais..
doom
my music standard only drops and never improve
i'm listening to when you're gone and this song is like so emo
suite my current mood
but i just think of the day when he's gone
and that'll be a nightmare
but that day will come
like my message for him last year,
"nothing is forever"
i also feel that i'd rather not have any friends in the start,
rather than getting left alone after having friends
you see,
there's pain in losing friends,
but not really when you don't have any
just hope that i'll love those who are true to me and those who aren't true to me
but i sort of have the answers and the answers are quite saddening
never mind,
i shall continue listening to the emo song
bye,
emo shit
(lyrics for when you're gone)
I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie
is made up on your side
When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
All the words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you
I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do
Reminds me of you
And the clothes you left
they lie on my floor
And they smell just like you
I love the things that you do
When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
And when you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you
We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were
Yeah Yeah
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I do I give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe, I need to feel you here with me
Yeah
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear will always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you
Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;
Monday, September 10, 2007
6:12 AM
hello
for the first day of school i was emo
cos my 'friends' pang seh-ed me
i prefer holidays to school days,
cos i don't get pang seh-ed during hols
like i'm always the last person to know everything
but i'm trying to get use to it,
maybe sooner or later i will..
i really feel damn sad today,
don't know why
colour of my mood: blue
jy sms-ed to ask whether i'm okay, why i'm emo and say this is not my usual self
i wanted to reply him,
but i know i'll regret replying
cos i'm super piss at him too
he'll never change,
only knows how to make a fool out of himself everyday
can't grow up i guess
i wanted to tell him that i feel super normal by being emo
that's me now,
emo shit
i just feel emo everyday
maybe cos i've learnt to stick by my rule,
to always shut up
*can you see scotch tape on my mouth?*
i'm also super vex about money
needa pay this and that every week
and everytime i needa pay like 10 bucks or so
now still needa pay for national day tee and class tee
20+ bucks in total
and i can predict that i have many more stuff to pay,
trust me
just paid carissa 10 bucks today,
gonna pay mira 11 bucks tmr,
gonna pay joey 3 bucks tmr,
paid maggie around 3 weeks ago 12.50
ppl say im loaded, but im not
hais..
bye
Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;
Tuesday, September 04, 2007
6:20 AM
hello
suppose to take the present from him but he overslept
even if he didn't oversleep,
i would have been late meeting him
today's band practice was BORING
after band straight away looked for sharil for the music 'o' lvl form
and it took him ages to go to the staff room,
and took him longer to find the forms
after million of years later of searching at his aftermath of a war table,
he came out with empty hands
no forms
argghhh
felt like punching him
in the meantime of waiting for sharil,
he was waiting for me to give me the present
i made him waited for more than half an hour, sorry
on the bus to tricia's house i opened the present and i love it loads
thanks=DD
my music group made tricia pissed off
we were noisy and uncooperative
i really feel very sorry cos i can tell that tricia is like pek chek
sp did it on purpose by asking melissa and nicole to go tricia's hse
but it's not very nice of her to do it
if is me i'll be damn angry cos it's like not respecting that person at all
i was super piss too
but after a while i became high and so did the rest of the music group members
and this caused tricia's unhappiness
im really very very sorry=((
after that i went to eat with lahma goddess(shu), joey, princess yong(yh) and avryl
joey was irritating yh with her united thingy and we kept on calling yh princess yong
took bus home with avryl and joey
i was reading hp(harry potter if you don't know) and avryl said i was anti-social
okay, im done with today's activities and im gonna do other stuff now
btw, im happy that me and him are are going back to the past
he's gonna date me, lol, but will be like last year,
walk and shop at town areas,
i guess so
love the heart necklace that he gave me <3
okay,
bye
Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;
