Monday, September 10, 2007
6:12 AM
hello
for the first day of school i was emo
cos my 'friends' pang seh-ed me
i prefer holidays to school days,
cos i don't get pang seh-ed during hols
like i'm always the last person to know everything
but i'm trying to get use to it,
maybe sooner or later i will..
i really feel damn sad today,
don't know why
colour of my mood: blue
jy sms-ed to ask whether i'm okay, why i'm emo and say this is not my usual self
i wanted to reply him,
but i know i'll regret replying
cos i'm super piss at him too
he'll never change,
only knows how to make a fool out of himself everyday
can't grow up i guess
i wanted to tell him that i feel super normal by being emo
that's me now,
emo shit
i just feel emo everyday
maybe cos i've learnt to stick by my rule,
to always shut up
*can you see scotch tape on my mouth?*
i'm also super vex about money
needa pay this and that every week
and everytime i needa pay like 10 bucks or so
now still needa pay for national day tee and class tee
20+ bucks in total
and i can predict that i have many more stuff to pay,
trust me
just paid carissa 10 bucks today,
gonna pay mira 11 bucks tmr,
gonna pay joey 3 bucks tmr,
paid maggie around 3 weeks ago 12.50
ppl say im loaded, but im not
hais..
bye
Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;
